<---I can hear you squee.

[drazuki]

Do you guys know what this is? DO YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT THIS IS?!

THAT, ladies (and...possibly gentlemen?) IS THE FIRST FIFTEEN CHAPTERS OF C&C, 30 PAGES OF 6 POINT SIZED FONT, HIGHLIGHTED AND MARKED UP.

YOU READ THAT RIGHT. CHARMS AND CURSES.

I'm going back, printing out all the chapters (five at a time), highlighting any important bits and poor bits, and then I'll compile everything in this swankified journal rachelmorph got me for Christmas. From there, I have some semblance of what I was actually going to do outlined in my head, and therefore be able to write the FINAL CHAPTERS OF C&C.

.....THEN START ALL THE FUCK OVER BECAUSE SO FAR EVERYTHING I READ IS SHIT. OVER-HYPED SHIT.

Seriously, I don't know why you people like it so much. Sure, the characters are fun and I have some semblance of plot admist the fluff. I WANT TO SLASH AND HACK THE TWISTED MUSE MUSICAL NUMBERS. And possibly all Springsteen references. He's still my idol, but I didn't realize how much I OVERDID IT.

All I see is one reference after another, whether it be pop culture or some bizarro-facts I was learning in school at the time, and wanting to flex my academic muscles for you all to gaga over my brain goop. GOD I WAS TERRIBLE. Maybe I should pick up NAWTS or GWAB up, since I can't reference anything in there. UGH. DID ANYONE ELSE NOTICE I SWITCHED FROM DAWN HAVING HAZEL EYES TO "AQUA" THEN BACK TO HAZEL?! *twitch*

My brain hurts. But, I started writing this nearly four years ago. RAGGLEFRAGGLEGRUMBLEMUMBLE~ I want to start over NAWTS. I loved that world so much....but I know it needs to be hack'n'slashed. I mean....Jiminy Crickets, my grasp of first aid back then makes me CRINGE.

Comments

[rachelmorph.livejournal.com]

lol I'm glad the journal I bought you is turning out useful. And your stuff isn't so bad- just remember, you wrote a lot of it in high school, and the numerous fans you have are largely squeeing high school girls (like I was!) so we will largely disregard any bad writing in favor of the hot boys. And I think I noticed all the Springsteen stuff the first time around, but mostly I was like, "Damn, she really, really likes Springsteen." It would be cool if you picked up NAWTS again, but then I'd have to go through and reread all of it!